SmiLinG in the DArK

I sat down on my bed
and stared into the abyss
It was final, I was dead.
I could not come to terms with it
How could it end like this?
His voice echoed in my mind
I closed my eyes ignoring the sound
It was a memory I longed to leave behind
but then it was too late, I already died,
About to be buried underneath the ground.
This was my curse
Running away for naught,
He loved me at my best, and stayed when I was at my worst,
He never buckled under the strain, he always fought.
My heart stopped beating, and I didn't know why,
Tears began to flow as the voice echoed in my mind,
It's too late, I thought, lying on my satin bed,
I couldn't turn back,
my fate was sealed,
I was dead.
I was placed into a cold sarcophagus,
I needed to rest,
Bury me now,
Bring forth the darkness.
The voice echoed still,
It was unnerving me,
I ignored it,
I wanted to be free.
Come back to me it said,
Even as I closed my eyes,
It echoed in my mind,
It's too late, I thought, I'm dead.
I held my heart in my hands,
It had ceased beating,
It was a phenomenon that was not too hard to comprehend
I stared at it, the feeling of peace increasing.
Come back to me, the voice called to me
Come back to me
Let me go, I whined, set me free.
His voice was slowly fading,
and the pain in my chest was abating.
My eyelids closed,
and not another word was said,
I was lost to the world, finally cold and dead.
Don't look for me, I whispered, don't grieve my end
Accept the truth
Accept that I am gone
I no longer belong to you
It's time you moved on.
I know I was drifting off to a better place, a place that I very very far
In the stillness of my inner peace I surrendered,
My death allowed me to finally smile in the dark.